laurence and i broke up a while a go.
so he got bored?
wow.
how the hell did i know it wasn't gonna work out.
i talked to will and mike last night.
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ohh mahn. i love them.
happy 16 birthday william. you old mahn you. >_<

fuck o fuck.
i'm really hating with wats going on right now.
i feel like.. just pushing every single thing outta my way.
okay. so after that one sunday. everything's been really hectic. not kool at all.
alot of yelling. tearing. emoness basically.
this thursday is laurence and my one month anniversary. <33 i can't believe it. that went by pretty pretty fast.
*sigh* i guess that's kool .
i have alot to say. but ill write another blog and put it on private. cuz i can name helluh lame as poeple wholike to read my shit and tell the whole damn world about my fucking personal shit.
but yeah..
i got a hair cut like last monday. just bangs. i might get another one. maybe just a trim. i'm thinking of getting highlights. but like.. that's a really big debate for me..
mk's at florida and i hope she comes back tonight. i really really miss that girl.
after fucking peter started coming to the house like everyday. mk's been out--like every night.
i want peters car. really bad. i'm about to steal it. lol.
last wednesday was valentines day. i hung out with laurence after school.
i went to clyde house.. well just out side. so jon and laurence can pick me up. we went to the senior citizen's place and i guess they were gonna pass out cards. but jon and laurence came late cuz of me. (sorry)
so we hung out with jamie, peter, matt, alex, and this one chick. i forgot her name. but yeah. i basically just met them. =P the'ree kool.
i feel really really really bad for caitlin. even tho it is kinda her fault. she was suppose to hang out with me this whole weekend. i guess it went down the drain. like.. okay/. here is what was suupose to happen::
friday-- hang out with matt and laurence around 3 [cuz they had school]
saturday--- hang out at caitlins.. mabe run around base or something
sunday--- go to morreyah's birthday party. i'm still going. but i'm not staying very long.
monday--- mikey's hang out. it's gon be big. [well.. maybe just cuz laurence is gonna be there.] lmao
well yeah.. that's basically it. but i don't blame her..
friday night. i performed at ateh april and kuya russell engagement party. there wasn't alot of poeple but yeah.
so i get there lik. and hour earlier. ateh kt and i practiced. then kuya ron. and all 3 of us practiced. i was so nervous. we did a decent job. well. i just sucked period. i know i coulda done alot alot better. but ateh and kuya sung helluh good. big props to them. then i talked to travis for a little. then i called laurence. and fell asleep on the phone. for the millionth time. geez i'm such a retard. i'm gonna get my phone taken a way. i know it. especially cuz the only person i really talk to is laurence. arg. what ever. okay.. next blog..
laters.

<3 tintin

wow. i feel so good. <333
im having the greatest few days of my life.

so today. was pretty great.
despite the fact a certain sumone was making me upset [won't metion who]
other than that. today was awesome.

laurence made me helluh cheese today. just cuz.
i fell a sleep on the phone and he was telling about how imake funny noises when i sleep. some what like moaning noises. but uhh.. i totally wasn't. i think iknow how i sleep. hah

so today. i wake up. get ready. go to school
science--gay. watched the rest of a video and talked about dna.
art--talked about serial art
dance--swing. boring 
math-- boring. getting ready for exams. no hw for the rest of the week
lunch-- much poo poo
french 2-- i find out i owe the school 80 bucks
history-- listen to music and fell asleep.
english-- heelluh close to ditching. sto0pid grudge looking sub. hate her
then after school came. mk picked us up.
got home. auntie and uncle were there
got on the comp. sa laurence's comment
heeeeeelluh laughed.. looked at his heroes and saw a pic of me and him. god he helluh rocks me world. i couldn't stop smiling.
waited till 9 to call him. i called him. talk to him for about 15 minutes. took a shower. call him again. and i'm talking to him right now. i think he's sleeping. i'm just not quit sure.
but it's okay. everytime he's on the phone. it's as if he's right next to me. even tho it's helluh silent. i really feel his presence.
i swear i'm gonna get my phone taken away soo. so basically we talking from 9-4 everynight. so thats about 7 hours a night, 7 times 7 equal 49 hours converting it into minutes is about 2940 minutes a week from just talking to laurence. dayyum

so earlier today. i was talking to laurence and reading my horoscope. it was really weird reading his over view. check it::

"You and you-know-who have a connection beyond words. It's in your body language, in your eyes and in your spirits. When communication goes beyond the verbal, you know you're truly speaking. It's almost telepathic."

it's kinda weird. but maybe true. lmao
ohh mahn. okay.. i gotta read some to kill a mockingbird shit. ttyl. byee

tinhead<3